Hello! =]

Hello lovies, how are you all? I'm doing pretty good!!! (Warning I'll be jumping around a lot on writing tonight. Haha.) Last Friday I made it to my husbands Military ball. I loved it! I had a lot of fun. Go figure though hubby decided to leave right as the DJ started playing. I was kind of upset though because my hair didn't hold the curls like I wanted it too. =[

I loved my dress and my hair was to be curly but like I said it lost it's curl. Haha. With my panic attacks I wasn't very comfotable being there at first, but then hubby and his friends and their wives distracted me and I eventually was fine. Either way I had an amazing time. I have a picture of me and the wives. But since I don't have permission from them to post it here, I'm not going to post that. I might crop them out and eventually just put it up here so you all can see what my dress looked like. 

I'm excited because I'm slowly being able to finally get out and go places with hubby. I hated being stuck in this house for 6 months because of panic attacks. Now I need to make me a doctors appointment so I can see if I can get on meds for panic attacks that way I can go see my family. I miss them so much! Funny thing is the other day hubby and I went to Bdubs (Buffalo Wild Wings, for people who don't know.) and I got grilled chicken strips, forgot to tell them I wanted them crispy haha. Also got a salad. Then we went over to Starbucks and I got a Vanilla Bean Frap yummm!! Love them!!! Haha. We ended up running into one of hubby's friends that he works with and his wife. 

So yesterday was the first day of Spring, and I can officially say I HATE NY!!!! Ugh. So ready for it to be pretty out. Hopefully this summer I can enjoy the sun, unlike this past summer when I was hardly out because the heat made me feel horrible because of my panic attacks. Also if anyone has anxiety or knows anything that has or will help someone with panic attacks let me know ASAP. I don't want to have to get on meds, but sometimes I think maybe that would help me. Sorry I talk about that a lot, but it's been a big part of my life the past year. So I need to figure out how to get rid of them. I'm not even sure what causes them honestly, I'm not afraid of wrecking or getting into a car accident. So at this point I just want them gone! 

 So I'm a big fan of the show Pretty Little Liars. I know I don't have a lot of people that read my blog yet, but if you do comment and let me know of what you think of the show and whats happening. I haven't read the books, but I've read about them and I think they're adding the "twin theory" to the story. The writers have said they aren't following the books to much, but I know in the books she had a twin that was crazy. So now that Spencer is on the A-Team (Which I knew it that she was going to join. Haha.) and after what happened last night when they seen "Ali" drag them out of the fire, pretty sure she's still alive or that it's her twin. They keep randomly showing her which makes me think they'll be adding it into the show. I'm glad Toby was alive and I figured he'd fake his death, so for all we know that's what could have happened with Ali or "Courtney" and that one of them really isn't dead. I had so much more to say about this, but I got distracted watching Duck Dynasty that now I forget. Haha. I have major ADD so I get distracted pretty easy. Which is why usually when I write, I end up muting the tv or music so I don't forget what all I have to say.  Well I'll hopefully come up with things to say tomorrow. Sorry this was me just rambling. Hope you all have an amazing night!!!