Hello! =]

Hello lovies, how are you all? I'm doing pretty good!!! (Warning I'll be jumping around a lot on writing tonight. Haha.) Last Friday I made it to my husbands Military ball. I loved it! I had a lot of fun. Go figure though hubby decided to leave right as the DJ started playing. I was kind of upset though because my hair didn't hold the curls like I wanted it too. =[

I loved my dress and my hair was to be curly but like I said it lost it's curl. Haha. With my panic attacks I wasn't very comfotable being there at first, but then hubby and his friends and their wives distracted me and I eventually was fine. Either way I had an amazing time. I have a picture of me and the wives. But since I don't have permission from them to post it here, I'm not going to post that. I might crop them out and eventually just put it up here so you all can see what my dress looked like. 

I'm excited because I'm slowly being able to finally get out and go places with hubby. I hated being stuck in this house for 6 months because of panic attacks. Now I need to make me a doctors appointment so I can see if I can get on meds for panic attacks that way I can go see my family. I miss them so much! Funny thing is the other day hubby and I went to Bdubs (Buffalo Wild Wings, for people who don't know.) and I got grilled chicken strips, forgot to tell them I wanted them crispy haha. Also got a salad. Then we went over to Starbucks and I got a Vanilla Bean Frap yummm!! Love them!!! Haha. We ended up running into one of hubby's friends that he works with and his wife. 

So yesterday was the first day of Spring, and I can officially say I HATE NY!!!! Ugh. So ready for it to be pretty out. Hopefully this summer I can enjoy the sun, unlike this past summer when I was hardly out because the heat made me feel horrible because of my panic attacks. Also if anyone has anxiety or knows anything that has or will help someone with panic attacks let me know ASAP. I don't want to have to get on meds, but sometimes I think maybe that would help me. Sorry I talk about that a lot, but it's been a big part of my life the past year. So I need to figure out how to get rid of them. I'm not even sure what causes them honestly, I'm not afraid of wrecking or getting into a car accident. So at this point I just want them gone! 

 So I'm a big fan of the show Pretty Little Liars. I know I don't have a lot of people that read my blog yet, but if you do comment and let me know of what you think of the show and whats happening. I haven't read the books, but I've read about them and I think they're adding the "twin theory" to the story. The writers have said they aren't following the books to much, but I know in the books she had a twin that was crazy. So now that Spencer is on the A-Team (Which I knew it that she was going to join. Haha.) and after what happened last night when they seen "Ali" drag them out of the fire, pretty sure she's still alive or that it's her twin. They keep randomly showing her which makes me think they'll be adding it into the show. I'm glad Toby was alive and I figured he'd fake his death, so for all we know that's what could have happened with Ali or "Courtney" and that one of them really isn't dead. I had so much more to say about this, but I got distracted watching Duck Dynasty that now I forget. Haha. I have major ADD so I get distracted pretty easy. Which is why usually when I write, I end up muting the tv or music so I don't forget what all I have to say.  Well I'll hopefully come up with things to say tomorrow. Sorry this was me just rambling. Hope you all have an amazing night!!!

Very Happy!

Hello everyone. How are you all doing? I'm doing good just finished cleaning the house. Thankfully it wasn't that dirty, So it didn't take that long to clean. Now I'm just watching TV and being bored. Waiting on hubby to get home from work. I'm very excited!!!! So since no one knows me to well, other then the other post I've posted. So I'm going to write a little more about me and then why I'm excited!

So the names Renee, I'm super easy to get along with and very out going. I'm a wife, my husbands in the Army (Currently in Fort Drum, NY area.) We've been married since July of 2012. We did meet online thanks to POF.com (Plenty of Fish.) At the time I really wasn't looking for a relationship. I was just looking for friends. So we were friends for a month, and I Invited him down for Easter Dinner (My home town is 6hrs away from NY.) So he stayed down for the 4 day. He went back home and texted me and was like "So are we together?" Of course I liked him, so my reply was "Well if you want to be."  So then we started dating April 6th 2012 got in engaged at the end of May then got married on my momma's Birthday on July 5th 2012. YES we rushed everything. But I can say we're in love, and LOVE IT. =]

I'm from Pennsylvania. He's from Washington State, but now most of his family lives in Texas. So he's got family every where. Haha. Mines pretty much just in PA. I love to write. At the same time, I can never seem to keep up with a blog. (UGH!) drives me nuts that I always forget about it. (So I plan on TRYING to keep this one up to date and not failing. I want to try to blog at least once everyday if not then maybe once a week. I talk a lot if you haven't noticed already. So my blogs will probably tend to be long. (WARNING YOU NOW! Haha.)

I don't tend to go any where much because I get panic attacks EVERY TIME I'm in a car, which is weird. Because it's never happened until last year it just randomly started. Which brings me to why I'm excited, I've been up here in NY with hubby since August 2012 and haven't went much of any where which sucks.(Because of panic attacks.) Well yesterday he wanted me to go to the mall so I could pick out a dress and shoes for the military ball that is coming up soon. So I made myself actually go. I had a bit of a panic attack on the way and then just couldn't breathe right while we were walking around. For me being a girl I HATE shopping. Haha. Always have. So what was weird, is I couldn't breathe good while looking for a dress, but as soon as we stopped at the stores to look for shoes I was perfectly fine. Haha. So I'm excited that I finally got out of the house and faced my fears of having a panic attacks. The 15th is Hubbys military ball. I'm to go to the doctors the 14th for a check up. (and to tell the doctor about my panic attacks.) BUT hopefully all this week I can get hubby to take me out so I can get use to everything and not have panic attacks. I really don't want to have to be on meds. I've tried home remedies, but they really haven't worked for me yet. BUT if anyone ends up reading this and knows of any just comment and let me know what you do to get rid of them.


I also work at home. (I'd certainly have a regular job honestly, If it wasn't for my panic attacks.) I do two different jobs, which I've posted in the first post a month ago about. So I'll also be advertising them too!


If you have any tips on helping me to keep blogging comment below also to give me Ideas! =D

Hope you enjoy reading and getting to know me a little more. =]
Have a nice day!
~Renee~xoxo <3